Show your support for NO MORE domestic violence and sexual assault
back in august 2021, i was in a year long relationship with my ex. he was abusive and possessive before we hung out this day, i just wanted to ignore it and i believed he was the best i could do. he knows about past experiences i have had being raped and assaulted and it causing me to develop ptsd, and i always compared those situations to him and how he acts to tell myself he was the best i could do, but he was worse. when we were hanging out in august 2021, we were messing around in my car like we usually did. he had me on my hands and knees and fingered me from behind, which we talked about and i agreed to that. what he did next is so hard to talk about because of how absolutely disgusting it is. he had put his fingers in my ass. i remember not being able to move. it was like everything froze and i just waited for it to be over. i felt like it was my fault for not saying anything, but even writing this out now makes me squirm. i left him november 2021 but it feels so unreal Echo
